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HALLUCI​.​NATION

by Pesterous Mind

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Now it starts again. I´m sitting here again. To excorgitate the world and what all have changed. But I can´t find inspiration `cause nothing has ever really changed. I´m striving against my will to sleep to collect my thoughts. So you can hear despair. The bloody moon shines upon us and everyone is branded. You can´t hide from this what is called humanity. So what`s the point?, you might guess. And I´m gonna tell you the truth. Even if I´m repeating myself. Again and again. Why are we so devastating?! Why are we so callous?! Why are we so ignorant?! Cause this is our nature? Set me free from these chains of mental opression! We will never be able to break these chains of our ancestors! We are dying and we´re still laughing. Even if we face the end. Face the end of days consistantly decay of our minds, Since we started to walk on, walk on our feet. Centuries passed. But the evolution stands still. Bloodthirsty from day one till the end. Set me free from these chains of mental opression. Why are we so devastating?! Why are we so callous?! Why are we so ignorant?! Cause this is our nature?
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We are living in a well protected place where you can be the one you really are. The knot of needless fear tightens up and we can barely breathe. Asphyxiation! Ineluctable! We flagellate ourselves. Nothing threatens you unless your senses are obscured. Perceptual disorder a worldwide syndrome. So tell me why are you afraid of cultural distinctions? We lack for nothing. Au contraire. We live in luxury. In contrast to many places of this world we live in luxury. Got a roof above your head. A bed where you can sleep. Time for recreation. And way too much to eat. Halluci.Nation! We live at the expense of others and are still complaining about our "miserable lives" Halluci.Nation! Racial exclusion instead of coexistence this can`t be your final solution. Halluci.Nation! At war with society because you deny prosperity and think the "alternative solution" is the way. This sickens me! The knot of needless fear tightens up and we can barely breathe. Asphyxiation! Ineluctable! We flagellate ourselves.
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When you think about the human aspect you will realize that cruelty is part of it. Empathy can be lost so easily but the monster inside us will never disappear. I´ve seen the most macabre things with my own eyes in sheer desperation or from pure spite. The repercussions are always the same. Somebody or something is gonna feel the pain. Panhandling children intoxicated and oppressed. Born to serve and not to grow, a dream of misery and no wake up call. When you think about the human aspect you will realize that cruelty is part of it. Empathy can be lost so easily the monster won´t disappear it will never disappear. We´ve lost the respect for fellow human beings for environment and any form of life. No tomorrow. No yesterday. Devil-may-care. Wood clearing for antiquated energy extraction substainability just a truism. Good food, good life what a fucking lie! A dream of misery and no wake up call When you think about the human aspect you will realize that cruelty is part of it. Empathy can be lost so easily no one thinks about the human aspect and begins to change `cause for that you have to admit that you were the monster all the time. Face the mirror of condemnation. Face the mirror. Kill the monster. When cruelty is part of our lives than why isn´t our ultimate ambition to end this all?!
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Rotten Soul 04:34
From the crystal clear lake to the darkest swamp. Through euphoria and depression. Between the apathy of a rotting soul and the love of life. Now that is what i feel. I am straying through the night. Carry me through the darkness. I can`t see things clear. I´m in constant fear. I am paralyzed. My veins are pulsing. The shiny substance is stimulating. I can read my name on this sharp and sterile tombstone. Floriferous at first then withered leaves. resurrected by light. Mummified at night. Between the apathy of a rotting soul and the love of life. Now that is what I feel. I am straying through the night Carry me through the darkness. I can`t see things clear. I´m in constant fear. I am paralyzed. Once you reached the point. The decay of sanity. The loss of perception and the ultimate self-delusion. Everything you loved is gone. Everything seems mediocre. Emotionless but sensitive. You will lose this fight. You will lose your fucking life. Your one and only chance Let me die in the darkness. I will never see things clear. I´m sick of constant fear. I wan´t to be free. I wan´t to be free. I´m sick of constant fear. I will never see things clear in this darkness.
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The Lords of cinders Rising up from their graves to protect the everlasting flames. The flames of vitality. Soon there are only embers left. A new age will dawn when the flames will fade and only dark then will remain. The undead legions will assume world domination. Only, in truth... the Lords will abandon their thrones Cowardly and reckless. Oath breaking and infamous. Left alone in darkness with the nameless undead. Accursed and banned. Branded by the darksign. The world we once knew is shrouded by fog. A miasma of death and disease. In the legends it´s stated that one day an undead shall be chosen to leave these mountains of ash. To reignite the flames of life. To reignite the flames. You might have noticed that this is a fantasy story, but is it really that unreal? We are also dependent on the everlasting flames wich in our case is the sun. The flames of vitality. The lords of our lands will betray us like I already said. They don`t care about preservation. Profit at any price. Even it will cost... The whole world. Soulless, voracious. Without a soul you will turn hollow. Don`t get branded by the darksign. Without a soul you will turn hollow. We have to protect the everlasting flames. Because in our world there is no legend of an ashen one, who will punish the oathbreaker. This planet! In our hands!
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This night is almost like the others. Except this time blood mingled with my tears. A new low-point even for you. Unconditional love just for your bottle and nothing more. I can`t remember when i wasn`t afraid of waking up. Because you are here. The man of my worst nightmares. Figuratively speaking because you are real. My body carries your signature and it`s colorful. The definition of love? Unknown! The feeling of security? Forgotten! Interpersonal relations? Not in my world! Emotionally maladjusted! But it was not always like that. Once we were married happily. Back in the days when you didn`t show your disgusting face and I wasn`t your victim in this criminal case! You gave me light to take it away. I wish I could open my eyes and see the silver streak on the horizon. My diamond geezer turned into a tormentor. Who do I contact When everyone is deaf and blind? There is no hope for salvation. I´m all by my own. Tonight is the night `til death do us apart. I finally open my eyes. I can cleary see the silver streak on the horizon. My salvation is only one cut away. One final cut. Cutting Moments Thousands for me and one for you.
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Not For Sale 03:44
Come on take a closer look. I will show you my busted life. Because you´re co-responsible for this daily grind. I´m 7 years old and I own nothing. My parents are living in an other country. That`s my information. I don`t know if it`s true. My childhood at your service. At the age of 19 months I was given away. Maternal love is a foreign word for me. The only thing i remember is slavery. Everyday I am climbing down that mine to quarry you some shiny bloody chunks. My body isn`t even full-grown my childhood at your service. My wrists are hurting everyday. My skin is bleeding steadily. All I want is a normal life. But it is inaccessible. Decadence! My childhood at your servive! Palatial! Because you don`t know where it´s coming from and whose blood was on it once. I am 7 years old and I can`t even spell my name. The only thing I really know I have to satisfy the demand. At the age of 19 months I was given away to satisfy your absurdity in a fucked up world.
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Kneel down and praise your goddamn lord. Confess your sins and empty yourself from everything that does not belong to your god. The manipulator of your souls. The biblical concept of a human being. Created in the image and likeness of God. But what does that say about your live giver, lord and redeemer, puppet master and deceiver. We´re horrible and hypocrites. We´ve created a scapegoat to cage up ourselves. So your god forgives everyone?! I´m not conform with that. It´s just a poor excuse for the roots of our actions. The true body and the blood of christ. To norish hope. Because everyone wants to have a good heart. But the truth is different it´s just a poor excuse. We are searching our lifetime long for something to hold on. Thou shalt have no other Gods before me. Thou shalt not take the name of the Lord thy God in vain. Fuck both of those commendments and the others have a different name. They are called common sense. Kneel down and praise your goddamn lord. Confess your sins and empty yourself from everything that does not belong to your god the manipulator of your souls.
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In the depths of the forest. Immemorial and dignified. Based on a fragile ecosystem. I am growing to reach the sun to produce the essential for the human scum. You cannot live without my product. An imperative necessity. I´m the key element for your existence. But you miss that point you will never understand that you can`t live without me. Abysmal stupidity! I am growing to reach the sun to produce the essential for the human scum. You should honor me but instead you come with chainsaws. You should love me but instead you spit fire. You should worship me but instead you let me bleed to death. Abysmal stupidity! I can feel your saw. Deep inside my stem. My resin exudes. Timber! I am growing to reach the sun to produce the essential for the human scum. I am growing to reach the sun to produce the essential for the human scum. My days are numbered and it´s all your fault. You will suffer the consequences sooner or later. I can feel your saw deep inside my stem my resin exudes. Timber! You will never understand that you can`t live without me I am the essential.
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Wishmaster 04:31
Are you frustrated and became a slave to your own life? Your life seems pointless and your future is uncertain? So tell me your worries. Because I have the ability to fulfill your dreams and safe you from this nightmare. It doesn`t matter what it is. Just let it all out. All you have to do is to hand over the reins of power. Your life will be better just take the offer and tell me your wishes. Because I have the ability to fulfill your dreams and safe you from this nightmare. It doesn`t matter what it is. Just let it all out. Oh sweet fallacious melodies sung by my serpent´s tongue. Mellifluous for your credulous ears malicious between the notes. Trapped in the stone of secret fire in 1127 A.D. But an accident turned the scales. I am still bounded but free. I have to charge my red stone with people`s souls and fears. Whatever you desire I can deliver. All you have to do is say the words: I wish... Because I have the ability to fulfill your dreams and bring you nightmare. It doesn`t matter what it is. Just let it all out. For one wish some will surrender their souls. My kingdom will reign on this earth with all your souls. Whatever you desire I can deliver. So make your wishes and I fulfill your dreams.
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Forsaken 04:49
Awoken from coma and no one is here. Putrification is in the air. Empty graves. All the corpses left their body bags. When there is no more room in hell the dead will walk the earth. what happened to this place? I can`t remember anything where are my beloved and friends? Forsaken I will fight my way through to get to this place I called home. To find the answers that I´m searching for. That I´m saerching for. I am moving under the curtain of night. Snaeking past the hordes. I arrived unscathed but this dreadful sight let me collapse to the ground. My family hanged themeselves. But they are not dead they want to rip me apart. I wipe up my tears under bloodcurdling screams I´m loading my gun and aim for their heads. One bullet left and no way out. The shoots clucked the undead. When there is no more room in hell the dead will walk the earth.

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released February 23, 2019

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Pesterous Mind Germany

We are Pesterous Mind, a death metal band from Hof/Germany.

After playing in various bands together, we finally found the perfect lineup and formed Pesterous Mind in 2015.

We combine a modern mixture of all our favorite music styles and always try to extend the musical borders.

So far we released two albums and work on new songs at the moment, which we are going to record by the end of 2022.
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